“I always say and believe, i don't have heart no more, and i don't give damn ”
--- Markus AP
“Gimme a curve ball, and i'll make home run ”
--- Markus AP
“When love becomes excessively painful, let it be, this make you more strong ”
--- Markus AP
“You life maybe tragic, this also optional ”
--- Markus AP
“Suffering is optional, and i choose to read a book and enjoying my tea ”
--- Markus AP
“I cannot stand in bullshit situation, rambling game, i make may move, play my horse move pawn and make it checkmate ”
--- Markus AP
“I don't know either God or devil, they can't trick me with old trick, i know the pattern ”
--- Markus AP
“Well i believe in love, but love never friendly with me, i don't give damn ”
--- Markus AP
“Love till it's hurt, next there will be no more pain ”
--- Markus AP
“Pain just illution of your mind ”
--- Markus AP
“Trust me after facing several wound, you will heartless and mastering your mind, your pain ”
--- Markus AP
“Real freedom and existance, happen when you re-define your self, not labeling from other, not a general consept of your humanity, not about classes, is about your self ”
--- Markus AP
“We all insane, but we refuse to call yourself Insane, in fact we live in insane and corupt world ”
--- Markus AP
“If religion is home for terrorism, hypocrite & corrupt heart, i doubt to that religion. Even i'm not doubt to God ”
--- Markus AP
“You think, you in the center of something, no! you are center of everything ”
--- Markus AP
“Now i understand, i'm afraid with my own mind, i'm tear down what we call it taboo, i explore the most darkness place in human mind (my mind), doub with everything, questioning everything, sometime not for an answer, not for humanity, not for GOD, not for this sick world, maybe not for me, maybe for nothing, for nihilisme ”
--- Markus AP
“We all tragic, born to live and dying rot at the end ”
--- Markus AP
“If all religion fail to civilize humanity, this not GOD'S fault, this our fault ”
--- Markus AP
“Without consciousness, without mind, well all just living dead ”
--- Markus AP
“I have new hobbies, being silent and exploring my mind, all i need only me and myself ”
--- Markus AP
“Extreme transformation only happen in rapid change of mind ”
--- Markus AP
“Humanity without transformation and evolution, they are just animal ”
--- Markus AP
“There Insanity in my bloodstream ”
--- Markus AP
“Wisdom is not product of plagiarism, is experience and learning process ”
--- Markus AP
“Game you play maybe game you can't finish it ”
--- Markus AP
“Generasi ini adalah generasi manja, generasi yang mudah digalaukan dengan persoalan cinta ”
--- Markus AP
“Apa jadinya hidup ini tanpa cinta, tentu saja tidak akan mati, cuma seperti nonton TV tetapi tanpa suara dan hanya hitam putih ”
--- Markus AP
“Silent man is more danger than silent woman ”
--- Markus AP
“I have friend, his name is "failure", and i know him so well and i can trick him every time ”
--- Markus AP
“Just try to spend your time with Mr.failure, so next time he will not make you fail again ”
--- Markus AP
“You can hear devil and God in your mind, and you have to choose ”
--- Markus AP
“I found, that people who can't handle his own heart, always fluctuating ”
--- Markus AP
“We have privilege to build or destroying our lives ”
--- Markus AP
“Yesterday you dealing with problem, today you mustn't ”
--- Markus AP
“The sun over the head is shinning out so bright, the birds are chirping in the light, and everyday we neglected the gift from God ”
--- Markus AP
“Every human, is true masterpiece and unique creation of GOD ”
--- Markus AP
“Each morning is the birth of a new opportunity, what happen in the past is just a glimpse of history ”
--- Markus AP
“Every morning the greatness of the mind and the goodness of the heart are inseparable, and we live for serving the God and other, with our mind and heart ”
--- Markus AP
“God speak to me every morning by the sound of the chirping bird ”
--- Markus AP
“I'm not grow up by producing a single picture using digital software, but spend hours developing film and printing a single picture using my enlarger ”
--- Markus AP
My Teaching & Thinking
